A Sign of a Promise

Yesterday, me and my fiance were supposed to go to a mall in Makati to buy some stuff for our home, but he had some petty arguments with someone dear to him, which set off his mood. So we postponed our plan and decided to do it later. On our way home riding a taxi, I noticed that he doesn't want to talked about what happened, and so I stayed quiet holding his hand.

And he squeezed my hand. Too tight. For too long.

Then I realized, maybe we don't really need to talk about it. Maybe he just wanted to feel me that I am there for him. Maybe he just wanted some peace of mind and he found it in me.

He is pissed, I can sense that! But the tightness of the hand proclaimed how he needed me. It gave me a reassurance of how strong we became together. Of how we became dependent when it comes to emotional struggle. Of how one should be sturdy when the other one is weak.

Until now, I never let go of that hand. And even if we are not together, I still think that he holds mine like how he did yesterday. It brings back memories of how problems dig you down, and how love lifts you up. It signifies two persons holding each other no matter what. It relives an important promise of being together for the rest of the time.

2012 Ends with a Blast

“Tomorrow, is the first blank page of a 365 page book. Write a good one.” ― Brad Paisley

That's supposed to be yesterday's quote! Oh well, food is best in Media Noche. Really! With my mom's special skills in cooking, diet is banned on our home! Food! Attack! :)

And since we are just a few to celebrate the New Year's Eve, what we do is we made ourselves contented with the fireworks around the area. Making some noise is a must! We have some fancy torotots and a firework belt. You know something so noisy.

January first: rainy day. Anyhow, I still need to go back to Makati for tomorrow starts the work mode again. As they say, no matter how long the vacation, it would never be enough. Family bond is one of the best bond we can have, especially in this time of season. It's tiring and all but it's worth every second, right?

I hope we all got our new year's resolution. Me? I'd rather be more healthy this year. So I wanted to become a bit sporty this time. Jog and badminton and all. Hope it last a year!

2013 is another year added to our lifetime. The alleged End of the World remains to be  a myth. God will know only when and only how this world will end. Let's put up our Faith to that high level. God bless everyone! 

xoxo.arabella.